Thursday, August 25, 2011

Marching Band Camp and Stressing Over Summer Homework

BAND TEN HUT!
ONE, TWO!

That's basically what my life has been like for the past week. And it's been lovely. Except for the mosquitoes. And then I realize that school starts in two weeks and we have the Northwestern Band trip the next weekend. Which is awesome when I have so many awesome friends in band. But for one day, I'd like to do nothing.
Scratch that. I think I might need a weekend or two. Or a whole nother summer.
Cause I want to do is dream. And I never sleep during the school week, and I stay up too late during the weekend to come close to catching up. Sorry if this post is kind of random, but this is mainly so I can get my thoughts all straightened out to write this story I'm working on.
I am quite tired of all this political talk. I feel like the only way I can connect with my parents is if I talk politics but that is way to personal when I have so different views than they do. I'm atheist, bisexual, very open about sexual experimentation (consensual and not endangering to anyone's health). And that's the problem I have with pornography. It's acting!
But so many people think they can apply it to real life. There's a difference between, "You wanna try that?" and "Come on! You'll love it!"... No.
That's why there are safe words. But people are so creeped out by BDSM that they don't even want to have a safe word. But then you don't know boundaries and one thing leads to another and someone feels violated and it just ends badly. This is really rambling but it helps clear my head.
Thanks for listening (reading... whatever), but get those safe words!
Marybeth out!

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